She took a sleeping pill and welcomed sleep like a child leaping into her mother's arms.
In her sleep, in her pain, her consciousness reached out to the Universe.
"I just want to be a normal person with a normal life." Her consciousness said in a defeated voice.
"Why?" The Universe asked.
"Because I don't have the strength anymore to be this broken, wrecked, scarred, misfit of a person."
"But the ones who are broken, wrecked and scarred are the ones with the ticket to practice Alchemy and Healing. And being a misfit is your superpower because it lets you tune out the world and tune into Alchemy and Healing sessions. Your soul made a contract to study and implement Alchemy and Healing before it was incarnated in flesh and blood. And your pain and suffering is the only way your soul can learn Alchemy and Healing. This isn't about you being a person or you living a life. This is about the purpose your energy had already committed to through free-will before it took on a human form. So be present in your pain and let it shape your destiny." The Universe responded to her consciousness.